The first time I ever saw a positive test was with Sofia, and the only word to describe it was: shock. The second time was with Sam and the feeling was: fear. This time: uncertainty.
Not uncertainty about wanting a baby. Of course we want a baby, so badly it hurts! Uncertainty of what our future holds and how we will get through the next 9 months without losing my sanity. We are of course cautiously excited and fearful of what could happen.
As Tim put it, we'll believe it when we have a healthy, screaming, crying baby in our arms. Praying that this rainbow is our rainbow - to keep.
|From Our Rainbow|