Our Rainbow

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Happy Anniversary!

The morning of our 10 year anniversary I decided to take a home pregnancy test.  It was positive.

The first time I ever saw a positive test was with Sofia, and the only word to describe it was: shock.  The second time was with Sam and the feeling was: fear.  This time: uncertainty.

Not uncertainty about wanting a baby.  Of course we want a baby, so badly it hurts!  Uncertainty of what our future holds and how we will get through the next 9 months without losing my sanity.  We are of course cautiously excited and fearful of what could happen.

As Tim put it, we'll believe it when we have a healthy, screaming, crying baby in our arms.  Praying that this rainbow is our rainbow - to keep.

From Our Rainbow

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